Archive for September 16, 2008

Frust, Frust & Frust

September 16, 2008 at 4:51 pm · Filed under General

 

1. dissatisfaction: a feeling of disappointment, exasperation, or weariness caused by aims being thwarted or desires unsatisfied
2. frustrating of somebody or something: an act or instance of causing somebody or something to be dissatisfied or unfulfilled
3. something that thwarts: something that blocks, thwarts, and upsets somebody all at the same time

hmm.. my frustrations started a month ago since I’m not entitled for my back dated salary and performance incentives. I started to shop shop and shop. Reason being, shopping is a therapy.

Why do I write it here? reason being, I guess writing is the best way to express my frustration rather than talking to someone who pretend to listen to you, but ended up, you actually talking to yourself (macam syok sendiri). I feel it’s a waste of time. It’s real hard to explain how exactly I feel towards everything in front of me now.

Care? I guess I need a little attention from my beloved someone to mend my broken heart.

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Cuba

September 16, 2008 at 12:51 am · Filed under General

cuba kau dengar
cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu

pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati

dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa

siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu

pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
dalam diri

dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa

siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku

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