6-7 years ago, perhaps I’m too young to imagine how could I carry all the responsibility of being a good mother. Its tough. Left, right, upside down, sometimes I do feel guilty for not spending as much time for my kids but as human, I’ve given the best I could.

Nisha’s celebrating her 6th birthday yesterday, 30th January 2007. As promised, we’vve celebrate her birthday at kindergarten with her friends and teachers with a surprise cake. It called surprised cake because I didnt see the decoration before I ordered. I simply mentioned the theme, age and my daughters name to the baker and they baked and decorate the cake according to the theme. Very nice but its soooooooooo sweeeeeeetttttttt. She received a present from nenek n atuk.. well, keep holding the present till hubby decided to keep it away till school holiday.

Perhaps we could spend time together tomorrow lepaking at KLCC or wherever places that could give some fun to her for her birthday. Still thinking where I should bring her tomorrow…. ???????……

Looking at this artwork..ok, fine but starring by ??? Faris and Iman? huh.. my daughter being a film star? sorry???

Had a morning sickness since the last few weeks. Not that bad but it does intefere my routine. Had a bad cough & flu since last few days. Well, I’m sooooo used to it as I’m gonna easily infected during this period.

My pregnancy is going to week 9 this saturday. Still at the first trimester of pregnancy and gosh.. another 30 weeks to go for delivery. Lamanyerrrr………. I wish I could deliver a healthy chubby baby.. its ok if its a girl or boy.. hopefully boy so I could close shop!! You know, its not easy to take care a lil one. We have to be strong enuf mentally and physical. I just cant imagine if I have to go through the period alone till at least the baby grow up to 2 y.o. Perhaps I’ve to be prepared.. there are many reason..

Grrrrrr.. I cant think about it..

I wish this year would bring a great luck and prosperity to all of us.. and especially for myself. waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.. I’m 28y.o. by 16th Feb this year!!!! what a great number.. hope this would give me luckssssss!!

Wish I could make more money, blessed with a good health (thats most important. Without a great health, I wouldnt be able to do other things), gained more and more experience in dealing with ppl, improve self-discipline, choose the right things and plan what I need to do for the next few years. Well, I think, I’ll have the same wish list every year…