Frankly, we both met in IRC. I’m damn crazy about
it at that time. Maybe bcoz I need somebody to talk to coz I don’t have many
friends outside. To make the story short, I didn’t expect he is this tall +
thin (judged from his voice). And usually ppl tend to be at least nicely dressed up
during 1^st meeting but not for both of us. Obviously me, just wore
an autodesk FREE Tshirt + pants, and him looks very messy. As expected, he keep
talking abt “computer + networking” -
mcm I ni student dia plak.. we didn’t contact each other for quite sometimes
till one-day…… I really need someone to talk… I dunno y I chose him…

 We both become closer – as a friend – as a
consultant and a patient, to be precise. I am tense with the probs I had at
that time. We went out 2-3x a week to hv ‘the tarik’ together. Of course most
of time dia yang belanjer…. Heheehhe.. He is a good friend & a good
listener too. With the respect as a friend, secretly, I realize that I have a weird
feeling towards him. But I ignore it. Dgn susah payah nye I try to forget what
I felt towards him. Hahahaa…

 I thought nothing would happen between us (since
we’re just fren—mana ada nak merajuk etc) till one moment, during his college
break (in May 2003), he refuse to talk to me, he didn’t even smsing me as before.
I wonder y & what has happened to him????? But dgn rasa marah nye, I write
a sms says that I hate him for being my friend – I’m good in menghangatkan lagi
api yg tgh membara ;). We didn’t talk about a month. But I keep telling myself,
he is still my friend and the one I admired (Indescribable feelings). I knew
that someday everything will be back as usual.

 By June 2003, everything is back as usual. Mcm
mana? Hmmm… I sent him sms contains 2-words (The Tarik?) Alhamdulillah. I have
my dear fren back!!

 He looks fresh and honestly, different than
before. He keeps staring at me. We met each other very frequent – almost
everyday. He drove my car instead & guna jalan jauh utk sampai ke rumah
dia. I realize it quite sometime till 27^th June, he called & say
‘I Love You’. I lost my words. I was @PD at that time, rushing back KL just to
see him

We went to Port Klang … just for a drink. this
time, for the 1^st time, with his car. Heheheheehe. got funny thing happened kat keta dia at that
time. ‘Very good condition’

Then everything goes well till one moment he
proposed to marry me & told me that he want to ask his parents opinion(basically to know their feedback about marrying me & to get their blessing ler) I was so nervous but that’s fine. I met his parents,
sume nyer ok!!

 I had a 2^nd tot at that time. I should accept his proposal him or not? He
is single, just started a life, he deserves a better person than me. I’m in
dilemma for quite sometime. But after a deep thinking, I believe that we were
made for each other. We got married on 30^th May 2004.

I hate diaries. but i dun mind typing something to share here in Friendster Blog.
Alamak.. tak blei back date? Y laaa my hubby pun start to write blogs now.. hmmm… i tot i’m gonna be the 1st, so, i could write something fresh here.. but looks like dia dah booked dulu.. hehehe.. nvm darling.. Your story tu ‘ai laik’  ;;)
I will post a blog about my wonderful husband & kids very soon. Tgh editing. Not ez for me 2 stay in front of this monitor for a long hours. hmmm.. i’m still in confinement but no worries, another 3-days to go.. after that, saya merdeka!!! 1st thing i want to do is, to have a delicious ABC with ice cream @Gazebo, Subang.